also, I had a week of vacation and also a lot of friends etc visiting in the past few weeks, so I’ve been going out to eat a lot, getting ice cream, not exercising, and guess what? I gained weight! Yes! It happens! I hereby deem this my happy fat. It’s totally natural and normal to have weight fluctuations, and in 40 years I’m not gonna remember the fact that I gained a couple pounds, but I WILL remember the friends I shared happy moments with. That’s way more important. ;) my weight will probably go down again easily just bc I’m gonna start exercising again and eating out less. I don’t have to freak out or worry or feel bad about myself. When I gain weight, I’m a bit curvier and that’s a fun change of look that I like on myself. When I lose weight, I enjoy that also! Chill, gurl! :) this has been a reminder to y’all as well as myself.
I have a shitty excuse for a blog now lol. Haven’t posted anything personal in ages! (not that other people can’t have perfectly legitimate blogs that only reblog, but I did not start this thang to have it be filled with other peoples’ creations).
so update on my day:
Today has been my first day to myself in the past 2 weeks. I was feeling really stressed and suffocated while I was constantly being social, but now the house feels to quiet and I’m lonely!!! But I’m listening to ~hella chill~ music and cleaning and doing some self-care :)
Spent way too much money this month, need to work on my financial (and other) self-control. But I have several pairs of new pants all of which my ass looks grrrrrrrreat in.
I have had pretty bad anxiety since stopping my med, however. One of my “triggers” (really dislike that term, but w.e.) is staying up too late. As in, I get anxious about how late it is and I start catastrophizing, thinking about how tired and awful I’m going to feel the next day. Then I get anxious about the fact that I’m being anxious instead of sleeping, which makes everything worse. And then seeing the clock get later and later just freaks me out more. Bad cycle! So that is something I need to work on. I also get way more anxious when other people are around. And I’m not good at expressing my wants - anytime I do so I feel really selfish and like a bitch and etc etc so then I get anxious bc I feel like I want/don’t want to do something, but I feel bad expressing it —> anxiety.
BUT! I’m confident that with a little work I can significantly improve these reactions. :3 the other night I simply turned the clock around so I couldn’t keep watching the time get later. A simple and helpful trick that was!
There’s a resort in Japan located on a mountain peak from where you can see a sea of clouds floating below you
Located in Japan’s Tomamu Resort, on the island of Hokkaido, the Unkai Terrace is a unique scenic spot perched high atop a mountain peak that is often above the clouds, offering tourists breathtaking views of the white, fluffy sea beneath them.
GO HERE PLZ
aaahhh *cries* we’re not going to hokkaido #sadface it’s way north so super out of the way #moresadface
Fill your heart with secrets but the only way to read them is if you break your heart.
i will forever reblog this
i need me one of these.
OMG I WANT ONE
i think every couple should get one and fill it with the little things they love about each other. and then if they’re fighting throw it at a wall and read all the little things that come out and hopefully that will remind them to love again.
asdfghjkl reblogging for that ^
WHERE CAN I GET ONE
and we were kind of worried it would be afraid of our dog since she’s big and the cat hasn’t been with dogs before
Well it turned out the dog was afraid of the cat and she climbed on the corner of the sofa and refused to even look at him
SHE LITERALLY SULKED FOR HOURS AND REFUSED TO COME DOWN